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Ha.M.di
" Maybe we can take it slow, just let me show what you've been waiting for "
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Hamdi " I will keep you waiting, until you say something Ohh don’t be hating, I’m just doing my thing Maybe we can take it slow Just let me show you what you’ve been waiting for " — Take it slow Exits
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Just got home from slacking after a tiring night. went to shidee's house to carry things as he's moving out its quite sad though, seeing them moving house overall its a fun night but there's some sentimental side hmm... its sad if we ARE to move out rather den we are moving out okok, lets not talk bout it. after clearing all those, we went to watch soccer at my house and MANCHESTER UNITED WON 2-1 againts ARSENAL !!! hahahahah !!! after the game, me,azim and shawal went to buy food for sahur. and we ate together under my block. This few days, didnt post as i was too busy with things. alot of things happened, been goin thru UP and DOwn what to do, its life. just had to face the fact when you have already made a mistake, we must find a way to get over it that's what im doing right now Just because of one small matter, everything changes im trying hard, trying hard to change im confused with life now i dont know what i want im sorry dear fren maybe the feelings is still there but till when, till when you gonna treat me that way i know you have been moodless, but dont be liddat please its kinda hurts, but i noe i have done something wrong which made you mad i apologise for my mistakes, i miss the times when we contacted and all and I really dont know why, i kept thinking of you. its kindda weird, but why.. why am i always thinkin of you. someone tell me why ? Labels: UP and down Wednesday, August 26, 2009
 Didnt attend school again today as i was tooooo lazzzyyy to wake up. woke up arnd 4pm and surf the net. what a boring day. so called adli and ask if he wanna company me go bazaar as i wanna buy some food to eat during break fast. Met him, buy our food and stuff we den go BPP to slack, at night went for prayers den as usual slack with senja mates den go home. Where are you Where have you been You doesnt seems to care anymore Maybe because of that mistake ive made Im really sorry for making you mad I didnt realised it till you told me i tried not to mention about it but i cant resist i know its not right but i still did it i know im in the wrong but please dont go away somehow rather i need you and i miss you *If you're reading this i want you to know that i love you but im scared scared of friendships, conflicts it might even be more serious im not sure myself and asking do you have the same feelings towards me impossible maybe, i dont know Labels: without. Monday, August 24, 2009
MY LOVE " The smiles makes me happy when things makes me sad, i know for sure, this is the best feeling i ever had... " i love the lyrics. and its local music. SUPPORT LOCAL MUSICS! End school at 11. went home straight as we dunno where we are heading to Now currently at home doing nothing just lying on my bed and killing time Was sleeping and azim called. so met azim to help him buy his ciggarate Day by day.. its getting BORED. haiyooo! tak boleh tashan... this few days, i seem to be moodless. me myself wondering why. Labels: what's happening ?   Me&friends. AFRO hair. Second day of puasa. Manage to tahan. hahah ! I woke up late today and check time it was 3pm so bathe and everything then surf the internet. it was such a boring day, TAK boleh tashan all the while doing stupid things as to catch up the time and check time its alr 5:30. watched tv and played my psp until break fast. at night, went for prayers with adli den went home NOW currently doin my school projects PANIC PANIC PANIC !! Tommorow is the deadline and im still with nothing gonna work on it now ___________________________________________________________ Should i, or should i not im still not sure the absence makes me go crazy whats wrong with me i miss you alot, i really do should i even suppose too i dont know i dont know what im thinking its haunting me where were you when i need you Labels: projects Sunday, August 23, 2009
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Mencari, Menanti, Fikirkan Disepi ini aku mencari malam menjadi siang siang berganti malam Disepi ini aku dilukai sedih aku bersedih keseorangan chorus Siapakah dirimu Ku sedang menanti-nanti ku ingin kau menjadi milikku tapi itu semua mustahil Inginku memberitahu perasaan terhadapmu tapi ku takot jikalau kamu tidak menerima aku Masa demi masa ku ikut saja Tuhan menentukannya jangan ikut saja kita haruslah berkerja untuk ia bridge adakah perasaanmu sama sepertiku itu yang aku fikirkan apa yang aku fikirkan apa yang aku fikirkan A song i wrote today as i was bored. LOL !  2007Today was the first day of fasting month. Was Okay. can tahan with it. LOL !! So didnt went anywhere but downstairs to get something. as im too lazy to go out. all day at home playing my PSP and computer. What a boring day but the night lightern me up !! haha ! After break my fast went to Prayers but guess what.. met adhika and adli there but turn out we went to greenridge to bought some drink and slack near the blocks there. AND someone was mad at me because im late!! hahah !! we can still went to ashika's crib.. LOL !! sorry la awak ... and lelaki smua tk same okay ! :-) At get back to senja grand, slack with frens and played soccer. " Tarawih CUP " and i injured my leg. WTF. SO bsk cannot puasa !! HAHAHHA ! Then the rain started to fall... Heavily ! and we went to chilled under my block and feel the strong wind. ---------- i didnt meant to But lets see who will win cus you're aint doing anything and too bad ----------- Do you feel the same way as i am right now im not sure if i were to ask you i just thought its not a good idea maybe i should just take it slow follow the flow maybe but it might be too late i dont know im not sure myself if what im doing is right or wrong lets see as the day goes by ------------ i simply hate 2009 its a fucking year but yet had alot of sweet momments and i hope it wont be ' Why Meet To say Goodbye ' Labels: complicated Saturday, August 22, 2009
THE CHANGES       have not been updating my blog due to lazyness. LOL ! yesterday, woke up and had nothing to do.. it was Friday and i eventually forget theres Friday prayers. BUT didnt go for prayers either. LAZY LA ! Adli called and ask if i wanna slack with him. so agreed and went to greenridge to slack. After slacking, went home get change and off to Bukit Gombak with adli and azim as adli wanna buy his hp screen protector. At night, played takraw with senja frens till lights off. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Its a strange feeling why do i felt this way i would think of you, almost everytime i miss you But it seems impossible did you feel what i felt Do we have the same thinking maybe its you Kadang-kadang allah sembunyikan matahari, die datangkan petir dan kilatkite tertanya-tanya kemana hilangnye matahari, rupe-rupenye allah memberi kite pelangi Labels: justmaybenot. Thursday, August 20, 2009
The lyrics of this song is really beautiful. SCARLET ROSE The moment when you held me tight won`t come back any more And at the end of that night you slammed the door My dream it died away just when I saw red And nothing but a memory is left inside my head Nothing is forever in life But a memory believe it`s true And when I gaze in the rain i`m crying just for you The scarlet rose has died Lost inside the night Left in my mind like a dream and full of pride The scarlet rose has died The one and only way to catch the beauty of a dawn Is to take a picture of the growing sun I got that experience no one could steal away One moment of your life is mine I remember day by day Nothing is forever in life But a memory believe it`s true And when I gaze in the rain i`m crying just for you ----------------- Labels: The Past.  2006Im not sure of what im thinking. its seems to be more complicated. I just had to follow the flow.. :] That's the way. MAYBE. ------------- i started to miss you. why is this happening ?i keep thinking of you. am i suppose too ? It reminds me of a Malaysian love movie i have watched. The tittle is " SEPI " The movie has 3 differents part of love story but its all linked to a movie. Its a wonderful movie. in one of the scene, theres this qoutes saying " Mengapa bertemu untuk berpisah " which means " why meet to part ". Wednesday, August 19, 2009
CPR TEST !!       WE LOOK LIKE ZOMBIES !  As i think back, am i in the wrong, or what mistakes i have done? Maybe my words, they way i am, sometimes we just don't realise our mistakes. Untill somebody tell us. untill when this conflicts will continue, im sick of this. its so childish, commonlah.. grow up man ! i tried to be nice to you and yet, you just move away liddat. what do you think i am ? you just ignored me. wtf ! its like, we tried to be normal BUT actually theres fire burning inside us. We kept it for so long. i think its time to let it go. Not by the harsh way.. but by the gentleman way.. we talk. i do treasure friendship. we've been friends for a couple of years. And just because of that small matter, you heated up till now. and now, here comes another problem. Maybe you knew it already,maybe not. i didnt snacth, just that i didnt knew that you have known ... long . Stop the Conflicts. Monday, August 17, 2009
Secondary life !! FUNNY plus SELENGER !         THE PAST .  Pandangan pertama saat kita bertemu kau memberi senyuman manismu manismu Senyumanmu itu menambat hatiku membuat ku ingin mengenalimu kenalimu Tawamu mengiringi telingaku membuatku merindu padamamu padamu Rasanya hanyalah dirimu hanyalah untukku diriku renunganmu itu menarik hatiku membuatku mencintai dirimu dirimu.. alangkah indahnya jika kita bersama menjalinkan hubungan cinta kita Ohh senyumanmu ohh tawamu Ohh renunganmu membuatku rindu padamu padamu... A song which i wrote last year. its actually dedicated for someone. But i guess its for everyone now . LOL ! Sunday, August 16, 2009
Saturday was a fun short sweet day. Went EastCoastPark for cycling. its been months ive not cycle. Meet frens at Parkway Parade and off to ECP. Reach tere,change everything, rent our bicycles and off cycling. And my Wishes were granted, but not with the one i wanted. LOL ! Cycled to the end, as we felt tired. so we walk to the stones to chilled. Time checked, its time to return back the bicycles. SO, quickly get ourself up and cycle to the rental shop. OVERALL, kinda sweet eh that day.. LOL ! *chuckles* Then, slack at PP den went home. ___________________________________________________________________ Its okay and its alright. i understand ive hurt you. Thats why you dont wanna comeback. Thanks alot, for the memories. ___________________________________________________________________ Till here. gtg for soccer. Saturday, August 15, 2009
This video, must watch. but its in malay . All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better. Ralph Waldo Emerson Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact. William James Friday, August 14, 2009
Currently just got home from slacking with Senja mates. Tired Tired Tired !! Tired of talking maybe.. hahah ! Been talking Craps or we can call it " WORLD " and dont forget MENGUMPAT also got ! haha! we came out with alot of topics, Politics, NS, Cars,Tv shows.... and the most intresting topic was about LOVE ! Im sure and 100% confirm, once we start on that topic, it wont end till tomorrow morning. hahah !CRAZY people !! Everyone has change.. from GOOD to BAD, BAD to WORST !! LOL ! But nevermind, they cheers me up. :] why didnt u answer my calls . i waited for yur msges, some of the nights where we were not together, i would ride my bicycle behind yur house just to see if ur there, i looked at my fone and stared at the keypads and press ur number while thinking.. should i call her... or shild not.. but it seems ur happy with ur life.. so i left with memories that left. i could still remember i came to ur window in the middle of the night just to meet you.. seat on ur window. touch ur soft skin. watch u smile.. the laughters.. the sad smile of urs as i got to go.. thats the most memoriable momments we had.. did you remember all that ? do you ? i bet you do... Im damm pissed of with school, woke up so early in the morning as lesson starts at 9. reach school, learn bout first aids and stuff.. and by 10.30.. WE are RELEASE !! WTH ! 1 half hour only ! waste time sia go school ! Been wondering why mom have been giving me 10 bucks for my allowence this few weeks ! Struck lottery pe ! BUT good la ! hehehhehe ! Thanks for surporting me, indeed you can see you urself how much i treasure that someone. But i really meant to be with ya. since A fren of ours Intro us together. i really wanna change, change for the better. had enough of being call names. * LABEL* enough of conflicts. Merepek ah.. wanna start a new life, but how eh to start ? anyone can help ? hmm.... im willing to change for that someone too.. * chuckles* i had enough ! till here then.. gotta catch some sleep.. my bed is calling me ! Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Only Be Lonely . We've been apart a long time it feels like years the memories bring tears good times, I think of all the good times to keep my sanity 'til I get home I know it's not how we planned it, it's crazy world out there just hold on to the words we share I'll only be lonely for you remember as life goes by, what we have will never die I'll always be waiting there for you how long, it doesn't matter how long cause time can never take you from my soul good friends are hard to find believe me it's true I'll only be lonely for you. Its been months and, i can still feel you. Ive been wondering what i wonder. You are my everything, maybe not to you. But im hoping you do. cus, i still need you. Everynight before sleep, i'll think of our memories we had.. that will help me sleep.. weird eh ?! but its true! ive never experience this kind of feelings before this, but after i met you. Everything change. Life changes memories dont u see.. The scarlet rose has died Lost inside the night Left in my mind like a dream and full of pride I got that experience no one could steal away One moment of your life is mine I remember day by day Nothing is forever in life But a memory believe it`s true And when I gaze in the rain i`m crying just for you. Tuesday, August 11, 2009
You Taught Me . This is my all time favourite song, the song is about this gurl who taught him everything and the moments they had shared. Its a nice song. so listen to it ya ! I don't know why and what has been happening to me. Been thinking of the past memories that i've gone through before. Maybe not weeks BUT been Months since we broke up. The feelings is so Fuck UP !! I just cant seems to forget bout you. I tried to start a new life, forget everything that ive done. with whom im with. what ive been doing, but in the end. im still stucked here.. Alone waiting if you would comeback. Even though i knew you wouldn't. I'll just wait and continue waiting.. Being friends with you is tottaly a different thing for me.. i felt so akward. we used to be so close together and now, just friends. Maybe imma flirt to you, but if i am.. i would leave you so long ago and had a new gurl by now. haiss.. Maybe theres a lack of trust in us. BUT, now.. i think its already late for me. Unless u gave me another chance to be with ya. I think you should noe that i still wanna be with you . Monday, August 10, 2009
BLOGblogBLOGblog !!  Created a blog for myself as i thought it would be a place for me to speak out of my feelings. HEHE ! Gonna post more when im free aits peeps ! gotta go off to TAKRAW now ! Frens are calling !! :X till here. |
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